I'm sort of fed up
Don’t get me wrong, I love metal. Really, I do. It’s not one of those “I’m not racist but…” type of things. I grew up on the stuff. It’s got a huge place in my heart, and its what really got me into music when I was in like 7th grade. From Mastodon to Sabbath, from Rammstein to Lamb of God, from Maiden to Dethklok, I love metal. Prog metal is pretty...
I just wanted ONE thing after the show last night. OF COURSE it doesn’t happen. And I don’t even mean sex. I waited allllll fuckin’ day and then NOPE.
I can’t forget about this damn tumblr thing. I’m so glad I can just ramble somewhere. Because it’s much easier for me than keeping it in. Despite how nice my life is right now, I feel like its at a standstill. Not that I care very much. That’s summer for me. Just a huge blur of heat and days blending into eachother. It’s nice to share my summer with someone. AND I...
It’s the people that have totally fucked me up/over that I’m thankful for. I wouldn’t strive nearly as hard as I do if it wasn’t for them.
It's been DAYSSS, MOFUCKA
But in all seriousness, I’m feeling super good about life right now. Well, maybe not about life, but I’m definitely feeling way happier in general. Trying to make my future possible. Figuring out my AA, Working more, losing weight, saving up a little money, got a girlfriend who fucking kicks ass, EP is finally 100% done, we’re gonna be playing shows soon, keeping up...
This week has made me realize a LOT about my social situation, and how my generation works. I wish I could have been born anywhere else, at literally any other time period.
Life has been a pretty cool guy.
I’m actually pretty happy at the moment. Our EP is finished, and It’s really awesome I found someone who likes me so much. AND it’s rainy! :D
I hate it
When people disappoint me. I’m fed up.
Waking up half naked with no blankets or pillows on my bed. They’re ALL on the floor, and I had the craziest fucking dreams ever. Jesus christ.
I love NMH
They’ve given music a whole new meaning to me. Neutral Milk Hotel saved my life. hahahaha
God Ain't Good.
If there ended up being some creator of the world, lets say, a giant planet creating monster. And he came to earth and was like “Look, there isn’t any fucking god, you’re all fucking retards. I made this stupid fucking planet, and then evolution happened.” Then he like, created another planet or some shit just to prove it. How would all the christians react? Would they...
Said its Diego Rivera’s birthday today! Too bad that guy was a huge fucking dickwad. Good murals though.
Has this ability to forget about things like no other. It’s so sad to see people who want things, have them, get rid of them, then distress when they don’t have them. They always act like it never happened. Perhaps it’s just me being overly thoughtful on several different situations. But I highly doubt it.
Has been treating me good. EP is almost done. I’ve been vegi for like two weeks. I’m shocked I’ve lasted even THIS long. Considering my addiction to fast food meat. But I’m feeling better, and I’ve lost weight! I don’t even miss meat. I think I’m going to get a B in all my fucking classes. Hella lame. I thought for SURE I’d get an A or two. But...
Giving me something to occupy my time.
I haven't been keeping up!
I suppose I should write some thoughts on here. I got two striped sweaters! They’re my favorite thing ever. PERIOD. I’ve also got my demo instrumental tracks. They turned out 100000x better than I thought. I’m really happy with the way they turned out. It’s weird to hear my playing guitar on an album. I do ALL of it since Brians departure was during the studio. I even...
Seems like people turn into things they never want to be.– Tom Waits, “I don’t wanna grow up.”
Totally did a 24hr horror movie marathon.
Here is the list for future refrence. Mystics In Bali Nightmare on Elm Street The Begotten Laserblast (Part of) Dracula 1972 Ghostbusters Silence of the Lambs Cursed The Exorcist Troll 2 Trick r’ Treat Santa’s Slay Saw IV Evil Dead 1 With a total of: 105 Deaths 31 Boobs 5 “Beach Boy” sound effects.
It sure is nice
when I forget you exist.
No better time
Than while I’m doing homework for art history. Oh, I don’t have anything to say. Other than… I’m really fed up with human beings.
God, she has the prettiest hair…..– Me and the band while watching terrible-hilarious soft core porn.
She’s all you could need…. But don’t hate her when she gets up...
It’s been a few days. So I should type SOMETHING. I just heard this new band “The Jesus Lizard” today. They’re pretty damn good. I totally left art history before it ended. I knew everything she was talking about so I just bailed. I don’t think our demo is going to be out before Halloween. I KNOW it wont be.We had to loop the drums because Spange couldn’t do...
Have you ever seen the rain?
I swear to god.
If you keep appearing in my dreams, I don’t wanna wake up anymore. They’re so fucking awesome. AND YOU’RE ALWAYS FUCKING IN THEM. I kinda wish you weren’t so I could wake up and not be disappointed. But I guess that’s life. My mustang wont stay in tune, and we’re going into the studio in SIX DAYS OMFG. I might have to take it to geeteerrr ceeenntttterrr but I...
Even though nothing significant happened to day, I FEEL like something important DID happen. I’m really not sure why. OMG SHES SO PRETTTYYYY Okay, I’m done being super gay for the day. I should probably do something with my life. Or I could just sit around like I did all day. I finally changed my grime-crusted mustang strings the other day. But now I have fret buzz. Fucking...
I got bit on both legs at work today. My legs are so itchy. I wanna watch movies with someone. >:|
Today was so weird.
I got to sleep in until seven though! I’ve lost three pounds! YAY! So me, spange, and steven were at subway. right? And we’re sitting down eatin’ our sammiches. Then this guy walks over and goes “Faggots will burn in hell.” Spange didnt even hear him, steven and asked “what” and I was like “Okay”. Then he was like “You faggots are going...
On monday, at mcdonalds, there was the like the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen working. At LEAST one of them. My dad made our order and she asked what size of something, and my dad didn’t know and he looked at me for an answer. And I couldn’t even talk. It was SOOO fucking bad. I was like “bjabaladewcd” and my dad and her were like, wat. And then I was like, “I...
Well, third day in a row of work.
So far so good. I wonder if I’ll lose some weight! That’d be cool. I need to lose some weight. It’d be badass if I could manage to lose like five pounds this week. Maybe I should make it a goal to lose like 15 pounds before 2012. I think It’d be easy and I’d feel better. But I’ll probably give up, because I just have trouble giving a shit about anything. ...
I'm so tired
I THINK ILL TAKE A NAP.
Mary was only a virgin if you don’t count anal.
My feet hurt, and I just want to bitch to the whole world about it. I’m going to fucking die, for reals though. I’ve been listening to “Bone Machine” by tom waits way to much lately, holy fuck, it’s a great album. One of the best I’ve ever heard. It’s like, *bam* top 5 Favorite Albums ATM. 1. Locust Abortion Technician - Butthole Surfers 2. Siamese...